Changing my hair to blue next and I’m going through shit rn I was 25 days clean for fucks sake and I both live and hate my scars ppl say there cool but when ppl say there disgusting I can’t help but agree bc what do you mean I cut ms to feel better like I need a fucking hospital and with my “father” every time I get angry I see him I don’t want to be like him but I feel like I am..#frieslover