hah , its funny how people used to tell me that nothin last forever. I never belived in that shit . Now I'm sittin here in empty house and thinkin about life , in general. I've could do this better. I could , but I I didnt. I'm not scared to say that. Scared to say that I failed. I'll be back , someday. But for now , Its better this way. For both. At least until emilia is back . goodbye.